to convey the horriblicity. Only hoping all PMS. Thought head would explode. Migraine? Maybe. Had to work anyway. At least some pretty colors at Sephora: a mermaid color, a dark red, a flashing-flying-fish silver (growing my fingernails long--or shall we say weaponizing them LOL). Beautiful lightning flashing against blue, pink, orange, gray-violet skies, so bright, as drove home--i was all, "your approximations on both sides of my ride, here, aren't getting any closer! AHEM! Hit me, go ahead!" My lover said i had to apologize to errybidy i wz means 2: "u had your cranky pants on!"
and then my stupid ancient laptop is messing up every possible way, i have all this activist shit to do which I have doubts about now because I did like three decades HARD time as an activist and was soooo ready to let the people who cared about all that political shit take over now (small smile). And wordpress fucked up my blog ABYZOU where was starting to put all new ABYZOU stuff---experimental theistic Satanism. Just want to throw up. Wish my brain could throw up. Prolly what it wz tryin 2 do when head hurting so bad. Gave myself the damn migraine trying not to cry all day at work, clenching teeth, holding breath...now is the 1st time i let myself cry all day. Even now holding back so no one hears, but my sweetheart sleeps fairly soundly.
Yup, any second now, wait n see, my period will start and everything will be sunshine and roses again--not to mention cute bunny rabs and chirping colorful tiny birds carrying ribbons that say "PMS is over for another cycle!" and little word balloons of musical notes from the birdies will fill the air.
Any *&@#%! second now.
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