Whoa girl.

Hitting a wall of my own enmeshment with false identity today. I have become emotional, upset and insecure, and really need to calm myself. I have learned there's a spiritual center near my home dedicated to the Kedar manifestation of Lord Shiva where I may be able to participate in some Mahashivaratri activities and am trying to learn the Mahamritunjay manta. I know my mother meant it when she said she communicated with my spirit before I was born, and when she gave me a name that means Devi. However many mistakes I make, I know I will find the beautiful abode of the Mother, because I will never stop trying. Jai Kali Maa; Om Shivaya Namah.